Done it out of boredom(:
Faz&mine shoes.
ahah(: taken tuhhday after madrasah.
da tak der keje lain uh. ambil gambar kasut.
then i edited them &here's the product.
kfinewhatever.
so didn't get the PSLE madrasah results today.
ustazah said next week.
UGH!
hokay.maybe im not gonna flunked THAT bad lurhs.
kfinewhatever.

im supposed to do my math homeworks now.
but HECK!
i don't bother.
i'll do later lurhs.(:

AAHH!
im gonna miss Fuhua's Sports Day.
i miss the people in FUHUA lurh.
WHY friday?
OH WHY?!
i BBAADDLLYY wanna go.
but then.
got NPCC trining.
if only it was cancelled.
hmm..
if only..
NOT GONNA HAPPEN!
kfinewhatever.

&OOH!
im darn irritated with my neighbour.
hammering&drilling.
at this hour?!
uhm.
its a SUNDAY! & its gonna be eight?!
can't they like get a rest or something.
they could have done it in the morning
haiyerr.
menggangu konsentrasi aku ajer tau.
kfinewhatever.(:

im currently using a laptop&how cool is it?
the internet connection is damn fast lurhs.
i LOIKE it alotalot.

hokay(:
i'd better stop blogging & go off to my homeworks(:

"i want back yeaterday.because i hate today&i don't know what will happen tomorrow"

like finally.
SPEECH DAY IS OFFICIALLY OVER!
WOOPEE~
it all happens so fast.
somehow i miss all the trainings &
i want SPEECH DAY to happen again.
its fun lurh seriously.(:
kalau pasal speech day dulu,malas nak pergi training lurh
menyusahkan orang lurh.skarang speech day dah over nak lagi.
ahah(:
weird kan?
seriously i miss all the trainings eventhough it makes me ill.
ahah(:
i just miss going home late.&holding the rifle&just spending more time with NPCC.
cheychey. macam da dedicated to NP gitu.
& for combined rehearsals.i miss looking at NCC boys for
euu-know-what-reason.
ahah(:
it all happens so fast.too fast.
somehow i want to turn back time.
and FOR ONCE see my parents looking at me feeling proud
to have a daughter like me!(:

YESTERDAY
school finish at 11:30.& boy im so happy the day's over.
or maybe not.
had lunch & catch up on my sleep.
ohkay maybe not alot.
i managed to have 30 minutes of so-called
'additional sleep'
kfinewhatever.
got ready & off i went to meet my darlingg Nadhilah(:
heee-
SURPRISINGLY,i was early.
euu know.
she always have to wait for me for 15 mins or so until i come.
im so bad!
i think we reached kindda early.(:
before 3.&we're supposed to fall-in at 3:30.
are we fast or is it the time that is SLOW.
kfinewhatever.
so we went out to buy drinks.
for ma'am&munirah&us of course.
funny lurh can.
then went back to skool&get changed.
i asked nadhilah if she wants to go to our classroom.
she said "ohkay" then we go up.
saw Sofia darlingg&some others.
Sofia's polishing shoes lurh.
&she polished mine.
awwe.
sweet right?
&helpful too.
THANKIEWS Sofia! iloveyou(:
ahah(:
fall-in put on our landyard,got rifles&off we went for lunch.
or was it dinner?
kfinewhatever.
then i think someone SANG 'HORRIBLY' & it started to rain.
& only god knows how my heart really crashed into a gazillion pieces.
i mean all the trainings&all.
its not worth it.
because we have to do the parade in the concourse.
i keep on praying that the rain will stop.
&finally after i dunnoe.
upteenth time i prayed it stopped.
LIKE FINALLY!
& Mr Mohan looked out of the concourse,shouted.
"ohkay people.to your POSITIONS!"
my heart skipped a beat.
only GOD knows how happy i was.
joy-ness.
all the hard-work had finally paid off.
the whole while for the parade to start the GOH are busy saying goodluck.
&i felt pretty nervous.
k maybe not.
I FELT SO DAMN NERVOUS lurh.
im afraid i'll screw it ALL up!
Nadhilah was like
"alurh asal hujan berhenti? tak best uh.makin takot aku"
darlingg.
people are so happy the rained stopped&you are whining.
ahah(:
&i told her what an experience it will be in Speech Day.
&eventually she got tired of whining&kind of excited for the parade.
am i good or am i good?
kfinewhatever.
&before we knew it.
the Supporting contigent are off marching in to the parade.
so we went to our positions and wait for the Parade Commander,
Basirah to call us in.
MAN!ilove her voice lurh!
so loud lurh can.

the drums from the band strted palying&then the whole band,
as we march in.
in my mind i keep on thinking
'Mum's here.looking at me.gotta make her proud'
klakar or what.
kfinewhaever.

iloveit.ilove EVERY single moment of it.
it's the BESTEST DAY OF MY LIFE!
too bad dad wasn't there to watch me march.
eventhough our 'hormat senjata' was close to one slap.
AAHH!
i wanna SSCCRREEAAMM!
im so happy!
good job NPCC!
iloveyouguys!alotalot(:

ahah(:

then went to put down rifles&got two bars of Cadbury chocolates.
YUMMY!
ahah(:
got changed & went to have dinner with some of my squadmates.
WOOPEE~
mum sms-ed me. if im not wrong this is how the convo went.

mum; i saw euu march. so cute. so serious. i love it.
me;hah(: i told euu NPCC is the best. & the trainings. is not me going out with my friends afterall.
euu proud of me?
mum;DUH! of course.
me;WHEE~ thankiess. iloveyou.
mum;iloveyoutoo!(:

hey.
mums are cool at times euu know.

after dinner SLACK-ed with Nadilah.
while waiting for Sofia they all.
who never arrived at all.
ahah(:
&man.WE'RE CRAZAYE!
i was laughing the whole time.
thankiews Nadhilah for making me feel ohkay(:
w were waiting for the NCC giys to come out as
our euu-know-who.
will somehow or rather walk pass the place we are at(:
but sadly NO.
mum&dad reached the place too fast&they keep on bugging me to go home.
&i have to leave my POOR Nadhilah there.
Lucky Sheryl was there.(:
im sosososo SORRY yeas Nadhilah?

so i DON'T get to see my sayang.
&now im missing him so much!
AAHH!
i got no mood to take pix so.
for this entry no pix lorhs(:

OH *toot*
im down with fever.veryvery high fever.
with flu.sore throat&cough.
&i don't bother to go to the doctor or eat those medicines.
im sick of both my parents telling me alotalot of times.
"hanna.eat your medicine""hanna.eat.if not how are euu gonna recover"
seriously.
yesterday my whole body is like so damn hot lurh.
that mum say "if i crack egg on your skin.i think i could be fried faster than the pan"
ahah(:
is that funny or what.
oh mother.she's always making me laugh.
went to IMM yeaterday too.
bought VCDs&a new sneakers.
gee- thanks dad.
He bought Step-up.Eragon&Night At The Museum.
ain't it cool?
i dunnoe lurh.
but the miment i get home my tempreture rises.
ahah(:
like twice or more.
so the whole night i laid down watching Eragon&Musika Extravaganza
and envy-ing my fanily eating junks!
AAHH!
i miss those junk but then.
beause of junks i ended up like this.
&sms-ed my HUNNEY&my SAYANG.
wahh.
i dunnoe he was so damn concern lorhs.
& he accompanied me throughout the night uh.
cracking jokes&all.
until i got so sleepy.
awwe.
thankiew sayang.

oh yea.
im so addicted to Bonnie&Clyde.
listen to it.
&you'll be like hook up to the song or something.
it's a repeat in iTunes.
ahah(:
hokay.
i gotta take my medicine now.
i'll end with the lyrics
&byebyee(:

Bonnie&Clyde;Beyonce feat Jay-Z

[Talking]
Uhh uhh uhh.
You ready B? Let's go get 'em..

[Verse 1: Jay-Z]
Look for me! Young, B
Cruisin down the westside - highway
Doing what we like to do - our, way
Eyes behind shades, this necklace the reason
all of my dates been blind dates
But today, I got my thoroughest girl wit me
I'm mashin the gas, she's grabbin the wheel, it's true to the heart
She rides with me - the new Bobby and Whitney
Only time we don't speak is during "Sex and the City"
She gets Carrie fever, but soon as the show is over
She's right back to being my soldier
Cuz mami's a rider, and I'm a roller
Put us together, how they gon' stop both us?
What ever she lacks, I'm right over her shoulder
When I'm off track mami is keepin me focused
So let's, lock this down like it's supposed to be
The '03 Bonnie and Clyde, Hov' and B

[Chorus:]
[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.
[Jay] All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend.
[Bey] Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.

[Verse 2: Jay-Z]
The problem is, you dudes treat the one that you lovin
with the same respect that you treat the one that you humpin
Now they 'bout nothin - if ever you mad about somethin
It won't be that; oh no it won't be that
I don't be at, places where we comfy at
With no be-atch; oh no you won't see that
And no, I ain't perfect - nobody walkin this earth's surface is
But girlfriend, work with the kid
I keep you workin that Hermes Burkin bag,
Manolo Blahnik, Timbs, aviator lens
600 drops, Mercedes Benz
The only time you wear Burberry to swim
And I don't have to worry, only worry is him
She do anything necessary for him
And I do anything necessary for her
so don't let the necessary occur, yep!

[Chorus]

[Beyonce]
(Talk to 'em B)
If I was your girlfried,
I'll be there for you, if somebody hurts you,
Even if that somebody is me
Yeah-hee (break it down for 'em)
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be
And so I put this on my life
Nobody or nothing will ever come between us
And I promise I'll give my life
and all of my trust if you was my boyfriend
Put this on my life
The air that I breathe in, all that I believe in
I promise I'll give my life
my love and my trust if you was my boyfriend

im bored&i've lost my mood.
&i have 9;NINE! words to scream about.

I REALLY NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, SERIOUSLY!

can somebody bring back my mood,please?

"kasih sayang yang tidak terbilang diantara dua insan."

guess what?
yesterday.Nadhirah,Amirah&Nadhilah didn't come to skool.
so its like half of The BELOHZX all sick.
i gotta tell you. its so QUIET lorhs.
except before skool start.
Hang ard with Azlin as Sofia came late.
i laugh a lot with her lurh please.
ahah(:
and today Nadhirah&Amirah didn't come.
Nadhilah came!
so its kindda crappy now.
&YAY! i hope both of them come tmr.(:
training was cancelled.
awwe.
so we'll be having the training on Thursday.
AAHH! 3pm-6pm lorhs.
uhm.
tu lurh. nak GOH sangat kan?
now i feel kindda sick.
im down with sore throat.
& i guess im losing my voice soon.
but then.
i can't miss skool.
because.tmr gort PE & thursday gort NPCC training.
looks like i have to tahan lorhs.
& i got some stupid headache today when i return home.
its irritating uh.

today after skool.
i gort the math peer tutor thingy.
lunch-ed with Sofia&then went to street soccer court
actually to play soccer but then
in the end.me&Sofia watch the boys play.
ahah(:
overlooked the time
&went to to the Maths Peer tutor thingy at 3.00
15 mins late! ahah(:
sat down like some innocent girl&do my work.
ahah(:
then after the peer-tutor thingy went to watch the boys play soccer again.
i want to play but then. the boys using the court.
ahah(:
whatever.

OH PFFT!
SOME PEOPLE just spoil my mood today.
&im pissed&AM STILL PISSED!
euu can close the window now if euu want to.
im gonna go ALL CRAP now.

hey,
so what if i don't attend those jamming sessions anymore.
im still one of euu guys right?
and remember the time EUU guys say that
"euu don't mind if i don't come for those sessions on weekdays because euu guys understand."
HEY IM STILL STUDYING!
& my parents aren't those type who don't give a damn
where i go & all.
my parents are still SO CONCERN about me.
unlike your parents.
they just don't care.
i want to live a life like euu guys.
SO FREE to do anything.
and now you guys are forcing me to go to jamming sessions.
and if i don't.
euu guys will make sarcastic remarks.
OOHKAY.
im sorry.im so sorry.
euu guys can go ahead without me.
why even care to the "kid who doesn't even bother to attend this stuffs"
i don't lurhs.
but just don't like hate me for that.
its nort my fault this stuff happen
ohkay.i might be at fault.
FINE.
i promise i'll go.
i dunnoe when.
but i'll go.
one day.
PROMISE.

hokay.that's crap.
at least i gort that off my chest.

uhm
i end with something i found in my diary.
ahah(:
its crap but who cares!

when silence keep me strong,
i know its time to move on.
when pain is all i feel,
i know what i've done wrong.
when the melody breaks,
i know it could be the end.
when happiness just fades away,
i know there wasn't hope but despair.
when all i've been through is torture,
i know i have to let go.
when the sanity in me wipes out,
i know i have to getaway.
when darkness just just through,
i know i have fought.
im weaker than yesterday
but im stronger tomorrow,
my soul will let go
my soul will break free.
when two souls intertwined,
will torture makes its way through?
what will happen next?

&im done! for now.(:
ahah(:
good day people.